September 2017.

September.
This month was decent as well. Things were going good with school, I was losing a few pounds here and there that helped build my self confidence, and Homecoming was coming up! I had become closer friends with the boy, Cole, and we had even gone out on a date! we went to eat, and then we saw some cool action movie (Atomic Blonde) and...a few other... things happened that I will not elude to explaining. Work was busy, all the time and always, but I was becoming better friends with a male employee that I should NOT have become friends with. He was a bit older than me, and was... actually messing around with another one of the female employee's there...but everyone was told that they were 'just church friends' and that the female employee was reaching out to the male employee for reassurance for her anxiety (total bs) but later on I come to find out that they were actually sleeping together...(oops) but anyways me and this Male employee had become close over the summer and we were starting to become more than friendly. which was not good, it was not a good idea. I had Cole- even though he hurt my feelings sometimes, he was still a totally more acceptable option than the male employee, but I was still not listening to anyone, let alone my own gut feelings, and was on the verge of getting myself into trouble. at this time my dad had told me that he had just got a new job...all the way in New York... so now he would be staying in New York while my stepmom and I would be staying in Georgia, and we would get to see him every other weekend (again total bs) My Dad was like my best friend and he still is but we just have a complicated relationship.. and then comes the worst...October was near...